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Samantha C. Anderson
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
Name: Samantha Anderson
Age: 15
Birthday: September 20, 1996
Gender: Female
Location: Virginia, United States
Relationship status: Interested in someone....
Orientation: Bi/Pansexual...
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When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, "I've got something to tell you." She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I'm a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: All Your Life
  • Watching: Wizards of Waverly Place
  • Playing: Skyrim

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P0CKYY Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Student Digital Artist
happy birthday !! C:
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Togechick Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:party: HAPPY BIRHTDAY! :party:
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Amisgaudi Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!!! Saludos!
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deeperer Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2013
gorgeous mark making. Woah, ur art gallery is truly great! I am a big fan of your artwork. I would share a wonderful movie to you to return the favour. [link]
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KatterFeralx Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013
Last Visit: 26 weeks ago

Sam, where are you? Miss you!~
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StarrysStudio Featured By Owner May 11, 2013  Student General Artist
I see you wondering where I am x3

This is my new account! c:
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KatterFeralx Featured By Owner May 11, 2013
ASDFGHJN
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StarrysStudio Featured By Owner May 11, 2013  Student General Artist
Sorry X'D I don't normally go back to my old accounts to check to see if people miss me!
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Chin-Scratches Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
bby your art is kawaii.
u v u
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Amisgaudi Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!! Saludos!!
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mimzythefairy Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favs hun!!!!!
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x09Ashfur09x Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2012
woah your art is amazing
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thanks for the fav :)
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Chin-Scratches Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
omg ty bby, ohgodyourart
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wolfkat67 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2012  Professional Filmographer
u wanna at?
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Blossomflight Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for teh favs!
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jelly94 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2012
thanks SOooo much for the favs! :hug: :heart:
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ZappyAttack Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2012  Student General Artist
Hey, thanks for all those favorites X3
I normally don't thank people because most of their gallaries say not to, but I really apreciate it ^^
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Silver-TailedHawk Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2012  Student General Artist
No problem ^^
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kashmere1646 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2012
thanks for liking my drawing
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King-of-Ships Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012
^^;
Not to sound rude..but it's weird how you fav all the pics of me in real life.. Oh well. xD

However, I need you to unfavorite this one: [link]
And go favorite the original: [link]
I didn't make it, nor do I want to get praise and credit for it. I only uploaded it for ID purposes.
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Jadethekitty Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012  Hobbyist
Thanks for so many favs!!
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JustSketchIt Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist
i asked you not to favorite it :>
so please remove it.
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Aardw00fs Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thx for the favs
(omg i'm gone for an hour come back "HOLY COW 7 COMMENTS!!!" looks "ok one reply and OMG 6 FAVS OAO" )
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Universe12 Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the faves! =) :thumbsup:

You seem to be a faving kind of person XD
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